This blog includes thoughts and reflections of one undergoing a spiritual journey. I am feeling winds of change in the Spirit and yearning for a renewal to be reconnected with God in Christ. The Lord’s plan started way back mid-2002 when I accidentally found via online my childhood friend who I haven’t met for some 30 years. She lives in the US while I in Sydney. The site where I found her is equally significant being a ‘Walk to Emmaus.’
Thank God for phone lines and occasionally email, since then CJ has patiently guided me with my spiritual turbulence, with utmost patience and understanding in all my roller coastering, ah, countless times. A year after, in 2003, when I started joining online writing forums and groups, I next “met” and became close to an award-winning American author and writer, Janet Elaine Smith, a former Christian missionary in Venezuela for 9 years. Janet has been both my writing mentor and also spiritual support. I haven’t personally met ‘mum’ Janet, nor gotten together in person with my childhood friend CJ. But “who can separate us from the love of God?” (Romans 8:37-39). Collectively, I have a handful of friends, some of them non-Christians; they have been a strong support in each of their own unique and caring ways. Their friendships extend much understanding, encouragement and compassion.
As I write my raw thoughts, it is never my intention to sound preachy or appear with a holier-than-thou attitude. On the contrary, I sincerely share them, humbled by God’s grace and love through Jesus Christ.
God works in mysterious ways. No coincidences. I marvel at His plans. Our timing is often not His. I realize that to give way to a new beginning and let the Holy spirit move in, I must first empty what is not of God. Not an easy task. But the Bible tells us that we can begin by earnestly repenting for our sins. So will I – slowly … as I start with the immediate ones I know of, then build on to others, until I’ve laid my misgivings and weaknesses at His feet. This process is never going to be easy. It will take take time. With His guidance and in obedience to His will, firstly, I cooperate in His plans, primarily growth plans.
Secondly, important in my journey along with prayer, is to regularly spend time reflecting and meditating on His holy words, to make Bible reading a habit. I know … in the run for of a busy day, one of the first things I’ve taken for granted is reading the Bible, and occasionally, praying.
I also believe that when we are filled with God, we can’t help but bring His presence to others. The scriptures promises that those who hunger and thirst after righteousness will be filled (Matthew 5:6). For now, my simple term is sharing.
To a certain extent, this blog deviates from the typical weblog which is a personal journal or diary. I will still use a dated log format but my entries will primarily contain insights and reflections for day to day challenges aligned from Bible verses.
Titles will include topics close to my heart – spiritual insights, prayer, career and finances, relationships, life’s crises, life in the faith, retirement and beyond, and more … and hopefully to everyone that gleans in this blog – friends, loved ones, colleagues, and like me, fellow traveler into spiritual journey – I hope you too can relate and find my pieces perhaps at times thought-provoking, nevertheless, insightful; most of all, shared with love and joy.
In return, I welcome thoughts and insights in the spirit of sharing, which can be posted under the ‘Comment’ option.
Joy and blessings,
Tel



Dearest Tel, I can feel your spiritual growth. Please pray for me as I try to reach this level of worship.
Jess my friend, I have you in my prayers. God has promised us, unfailing sympathy, undying love.
Romans 8:28 and Psalm 121.
Tel.
As I read your words, my dear Tel, my heart fills with joy and pride at the great spiritual growth I have seen in you in the short time we have known each other, and my eyes fill with tears that you included me in your “family.” And then I see Jess’s comment, and I realize that I have here two of my “adopted” daughters–my hijas. What joy you have both brought me.
God bless you, and as I read from the present post back through the earlier ones, I am thrilled to see your choice of hymns. You have chosen several of my favorites. When Morning Gilds the Skies is wonderful. And How Great Thou Art! My mind instantly jumps to George Beverly Shea, of the Billy Graham Crusades. I was blessed to hear him sing that song in person several times. It sends shivers up and down my spine.
Very well done, hija. You done yo’ mama proud!
My humble heartfelt gratitude MJ for gracing my blog. This is one writer at a loss for words. You know what that means.
I’m thrilled to find Jess’s post. Indeed, we’re sisters in Christ. No East nor West.
With misty-eyes, all I’m seeing is you on the piano, myself with loved ones and friends milling around, about to sing with joy “Sweeter as the Years Go by”. I’m missing choir terribly and wondering if my alto voice is still good. Key of C is fine Mumma, I have difficulty with three Sharps.
“I’m pressing on the upward way… Lord, lift me up on higher ground.”
Tel
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